At 8:26 AM on Sunday, September 30, 2007

masarap isipin na minsan ka nag mahal at patuloy na nagmamahal. kung minsan nakakapagod... nakakasakit..kung minsan naman hindi ka ma appreciate sa lahat na ginagawa mo.. pero inspite of it all patuloy ka pa rin nagmamahal...masaya ka sa lahat ng ginagawa mo para sa isang tao ng walang kapalit... kasi para sayo tama lang dahil mahal mo... nakalungkot lang isipin na nalilimutan mo na pala ang sarili mo dahil sa pagmamahal na yon...na wala na pa lang natira para sa iyo...hindi mo rin naman kasi alam kung ganon din sya para sa iyo...minsan gusto mo na lang intindihin lahat ng nangyayari.. minsan di mo alam kung mahal ka ba dahil kailangan ka or kailangan ka dahil mahal ka?sana hindi matuto ang puso na mapagod magmahal..sana rin natuturuan....ako minsan na ako nag mahal ng sobra... higit pa sa buhay ko... nasaktan... pero parte yun ng buhay wala na tayong magagawa.. pero patuloy pa rin akong magmahal...... kung kanino siguro sa tamang paanahon at pagkakataon....ang lam ko lang masaya ako kung anong meron ako sa ngayon...

Love,
Joy

as long as i can i 'll be here for you

At 12:46 AM on Sunday, September 9, 2007

tomorrow morning if you wake up
and the sun does not appear
i, i will be here
if in the dark, we lose sight of love
hold my hand, and have no fear
cause i , i wll be there

i will be here
when you feel like being quiet
when you need to speak your mind
i will listen
and i will be here
when the laughter turns to cryin'
through the winning, losing and trying
well be together
i will be there................

******all i ever needed was you . all i ever needed was to be with you , in this world of make believe, i know that you'll be there to hold me close and comfort me, when the world just doesnt care*******

Love,
Joy

leave me alone....

At 10:10 AM on Monday, July 30, 2007

siguro nga ang tao sadyang mapanghusga...minsan hindi naman nila alam kung ano ang tunay na ikaw.. basta ka na lang i jujudge base sa mga naririnig nila at konting nalalaman sa yo.. or minsan siguro dahil umiiral ang inggit sa puso nila...ni minsan hindi ko naramdaman mainggit sa mga bagay na alam kong pinaghirapan ng isang tao kaya na achieve nya kung ano man ang meron sya...masaya ako kapag nakikita ko na okay sila.... pero bakit ang iba ang hilig nilang hanapin ang mali mo..at iniintay nila na magkamali ka... alam ko hindi ako perpektong tao... marami din akong pagkakamaling nagawa sa buhay ko... ni minsan wala akong ginamit na tao para maachieve kung ano man meron ako ngayon at kung ano ako ngayon... pinaghirapan ko lahat yon. at hanggang ngayon pinaghihirapan ko at pinagtratrabahuhan ko para ma achieve kung ano man ang gusto ko sa buhay ko...ni minsan wala akong inagrabyadong tao o inakalang sinaktan for my own happiness or gain... sana naman makita ng iba na hindi ako dapat kainggitan or siraan or i judge kung ano ako... you dont even know me..now i make my mistake eto kayo you judge me .. i know you talk behind my back.. okay lang if that what makes you happy... pero sana bago kayo mag judge and punahin yung mistake ng iba and i tsismis ang buhay ng iba..tignan nyo muna ang sarili nyo and ang mga nasa paligid nyo.. nobody is perfect.... kung wala kayong magawa sa buhay nyo LEAVE ME ALONE...YOU DONT HAVE THE RIGHT TO JUDGE ME coz you dont even know what i ve been through...hindi ko gustong maging ganito.. im fixing my life now... pero okay lang i take it as a challenge. sana lang ma realize nyo na nakakasakit kayo ng kapwa nyo...and i dont deserve it....

Love,
Joy

i will miss you...

At 6:21 AM on Saturday, July 21, 2007

meron akong naging kaibigan na aalis na after 14 years of us being together..... imagine.... everyday we see each other pag matutulog na lang kami mag hihiwalay minsan mag ka txt pa .. minsan din mag ka chat pa... hay naku... i will surely miss her.... pero para rin naman sa kanya yun and she deserved it... panadaliian lang naman.. ano nga ba ang kwento.. well sa work kami nagkakilala... from them di na kami nagkahiwalay.... sobra yun.. daming friends... minsan nakakagulat meron akong ikukuwento na friend yun pala kilala nya... dami ding times na ive been hurt sa mga comments nyan pero she is really a true friend coz she will really tell you kahit masaktan ka dami na rin akong iniyak dyan... alam nya kung something is bothering me..kahit tulugan ko sa phone yan andyan pa rin sya... sa mga kalokohan at kalokahan namin... sa mga love life.... sa mga girl talks... sa mga friend of mine ...... roses and candles... sa work.. sa mg client namin ... sa mga hinaing namin sa work... hay... kay bilis ng panahon... kelan lang tayo tayo hangang dyan na mga baby nyo... kakalungkot kahit saglit ka lang mawawala.. pero salamat sa lahat kaibigan...dati si ate arlene ang umalis ngayon ikaw naman si lani wala na rin.. buti bumalik si ate arlene kundi mag isa na lang ako... salamat sa pagiging totoo sa lahat ng bagay.... salamat talaga... alam ko you will always there for me... i will miss you sister monet...

Love,
Joy

catch me im falling for you

At 10:49 AM on Tuesday, July 17, 2007

i dont know why? but when i look in your eyes i felt something that seems so right. you've got yours i've got mine, i think i'm losing my mind 'coz i shouldn't feel this way. catch me i'm falling for you and i don't know what to do?

how can something so wrong feel so right all alone? catch me im falling for you.. how can time be so wrong for the two to come along? catch me i'm falling for you. how can love let it grow? when it has no place to go and i can't go along pretending. that love isn't here to stay.. catch me im falling for you.

if i could just walk away without you from day to day. i would die just thinking of you.. know we can never be more than friends you and me. but why do i feel this way? catch me im falling for you and i dont know what to do?

catch me im falling for you, and it's wrong for me to feel this way. 'coz i dont know what to do without you. i'm falling for you..catch me im falling for you. how something can so wrong feel so right all along? IM FALLING FOR YOU......

Love,
Joy

LET ME LOVE YOU,,,,,,

At 7:46 AM on Wednesday, July 4, 2007

love should not be unilateral, but should entail a real reciprocity. love consist as much in receiving as it does in giving. we have been taught from time that love means giving and sharing. its much easier for us to give love than to receive it.when we give love we are in control. we can pick the person to love, we can decide how to love , how much to love and when to love.. but when we receive love we are no longer in control.. we have to let the other person to Love or nor or how much to love...all we can do is to accept the love that is offered to a certain extent we are helpless and that is much much harder.we can choose those we want to love but we cannot always choose those who love us.
one of the greatest JOY you can give to anyone is to show him that you except something from him that he has something from him that he can contribute, teach, reveal and share with you. accepting love which can in itself become the most beautiful surrender of love that exist.many people complain that they give so much but they never get anything in return.. part of the reason is perharps that they never learned to accept love but for me JUST LET ME LOVE YOU....

Love,
Joy



At 7:41 AM on

Love,
Joy